Be still and know that I am God.
It’s quiet right now. I mean really quiet. No dogs are
barking, no kids are laughing, or crying, or screaming. And I’m alone. Quiet. Yet those are when the
thoughts start flooding my mind. “Did I do enough?” Am I schooling my children
correctly? Are they learning? Will they become mature thriving adults. Are they
happy? One thought washes over the next – yet in the midst of the loudness of
my mind, I hear – Be still and know that I am God. Slowly, those cascading thoughts
begin to cease, one by one… Be still and
know that I am God. Deep breath, “Okay,
Lord. Help me to be still and know that You are God.” What does that even mean? Be still – quiet,
restful, slow, notice the little things, no expectations given or taken. Just
quiet. No noise. Still.
Okay Lord, I am
still, quiet, resting… And know that I am
God. Tears fill my eyes. Know that I am God. A knowingness stills across my
heart. God knows all my fears, all my worries, every bill that piles up, every
argument I’ve had, every frustration, every triumph big or little. He knows the
good moments, when my child says ‘I love you mom’ or when everyone gets ready
for church on time with no stress. All.of.it. He knows and He is God of every
moment. I’m letting that sink in - He is
God of every moment. I need to know in
my mind and heart that He is God. I need to let go of all that I allow to
entangle me and wind me up in knots. He is God. Yet, He is my God. My God –
knows me intimately.
So, now I sit at His feet, basking in His goodness, in His
light, in His love. Despite the whirlwind that is swirling all around me – He is
my anchor, my guide, my quiet. And I can
trust Him and can say to my beating often times worrisome heart – Be still and
know that He is God.